Saturday, January 28, 2006
jasmine susan sheeEBy lu wen ting sux
you sang to me @ {11:18:00 PM}
juz came back from reunion dinner at occ. supposed to be a joyous occasion n sth i wld enjoy cos there FOOD. but b4 tat tooo hungry le then suddenly eat then stomach damn pain. haiz. spoil da whole thing. argh. irritating feelings haunting me. juz want to die rite now. dun feel like doing anything. tired but dun feel like slping. haiz. wats wrong with me?
you sang to me @ {11:03:00 PM}
irritating shit. y m i feeling this way? wats going on... argh. juz kill me.
you sang to me @ {11:01:00 PM}
omg fel y u so clever?! i want to die already lah. dun like to tok to u. u everything oso noe.. haiya. dun wan tok to u already lah... argh. [O.O]! shit. but anyway i oso nv say anything lah. is u anyhow say one. haha=P
you sang to me @ {3:09:00 AM}
oh yaR. yesterdae caleb brought me go take bus 23 home.. waited for bus sooooo long then we tok cock loh.
then he suddenly ask..
'eh jamie, so got any guy u like anot?'
'huh?? dun have lah..'
'outside tp?'
'haiya. dun have lah'
'wah u so sad sia..'
'haiya, muz like anyone one meh...'
'...'
'eh then u got any girl u like anot?'
'of course lah..'
'eh hu..'
'dun tell u.. ownself guess.'
'haiya....'
'actually ah.. in design sch cannot say ah..'
'yah.. cos design sch very big rite.'
'haha.'
'eh i tot ur gf is simon.. nv tell him ah'
'no lah. simon this type of person cannot tell one ah!'
'yah loh then dun tell loh..'
'but he's my brother leh..'
'then u tell loh. haha.'
er.. was sth like tat lah.. anyway.. we continued toking all da way til da bus stop where we got off n he brought me to this other bus stop to take my bus loh.. not very far lah. but well. had to run halfway like a retard cos my bus suddenly came.. journey was much quicker lah i feel cos mayb got company oso loh. well, so nice of him rite. bring me go.. but now i owe him a large ice peach tea. well $1 onli lah so ogay. haha...=]
you sang to me @ {1:31:00 AM}
i m gonna crush u like tat can!! haha says: -----> arenash
hey babe..i sellin alcohol
i m gonna crush u like tat can!! haha says:
u interested?
jam* WAFer. eh y u so pretty says:
er..
jam* WAFer. eh y u so pretty says:
no thnx...
i m gonna crush u like tat can!! haha says:
haha..aightz take care!
jam* WAFer. eh y u so pretty says:
okay..
er... ogay......
you sang to me @ {1:24:00 AM}
shit i forgot wat i wan write.
you sang to me @ {1:07:00 AM}
Friday, January 27, 2006
so many things on my mind rite now. dunno where to start.. well. about da thing with me n him... er.. i oso dunno wat i tinkin lah. but now dun have anything lah hor. so pls dun say anything...... pls....... i dun wanna say i like anyone rite now anyway. it'll juz make things worse. haiya. i'm confused lah. shit. SHIT! shiiitttt. haiya. i dunno lah. dun wanna tink now. anyway if there's anything, in the end nth will come out of da whole thing oso lah. cos ah. ppl get bored of me after awhile n those guys hu ever liked me [i strongly feel] are either blind or retarded. but tat was some time ago lah n last time i was like ten thousand times less smart, etc than i m now. er. wateva it is, i tink i've changed alot lah. but well. dun wan any of my dear frens to become retards=] so anyway da bottom line is. dun anyhow say kae... thnx.
haiz. dunno y todae so sian oso. hhmmm. i guess i need some space.. er. well.. nvm. tink da loonnngggg bus ride gave me some time to tink. so i feel betta i guess. dunno wat i was tinkin so hard about juz now oso. er. listening music oso cun reali like enjoy da songs. then feel like dun wanna get off da bus n i suddenly felt like walking alot. like stop at paya lebar n walk home or wat. siao rite. but when i'm reali down i feel like walking loh. har. still considering whether wan go down walk anot but... in the end leg pain lah so stayed on da bus all da way til my stop loh.
find myself like very quick tempered leh these few days. hhmmm. last time not like tat one leh. or mayb is always like tat but i dun realise.. well mainly is flare up onli at my family, then now spend more time outside dun flare up so much..? eh. wait tink my logic wrong. aarrr. nvm lah. ogays. was reali black face juz now. reali reali very sian lah. wait so long from hungry become not hungry liao loh. haiz. then wait for them to decide where to eat oso soooo long. n other stuffs oso together then resulted in da ultra combo black face. anyway thnx fel wei jie n simon for taking my silence... n for making me luff abit lah=]
well. anyway now i feel betta lah. after chatting around a little n stuff. thnx all=] er. yaR hope i wun so ultra black face again.. yup. if not everyone wld have to suffer in my wierd silence.. er well bye=]
you sang to me @ {11:19:00 PM}
Thursday, January 26, 2006
hide your eyes and count to ten
ready or not i'm gonna find you again
and again
and again
and again
...
simon says move on the spot
don't let simon see you stop
simon says move faster now
if he sees you stop you're out
...
hide your eyes and count to ten
ready or not i'm gonna find you again
and again
and again
and again
..
we love hi5!!
hur hur.
you sang to me @ {11:05:00 AM}
going with sheeEBy to take off her stitches. in her mouth. eeeww. not going for typo class todae. cos consultation onli n i din do anything. sshhhhh. mummy doesn't noe but if she did she'd kilL me!! anyway. gonna pluck my ugly eyebrows after taking out da stitches hah. hopefully will have enuff time lah. haiya. so ugly man. cun wait 4 da captain's ball later. hopefully will have da expected results or betta... haha=]
you sang to me @ {11:00:00 AM}
my stomach's killing me. feeling so weak cos of tat. cun tok loudly anymore. haiz. dun feel like eating or even drinking anything. cun even type properly. haiz. very sad lah. last few days dun feel like eating anything. even see food i oso dun feel like eating. very hungry oso not reali wanna eat. dunno y leh. haiz. wats wrong with my stomach? =( haiz. wateva it is i hope it gets betta lah. got impt match tml.. captain's ball.... wanna win man. reali. n its onli against 2 other teams loh. mayb got a 3rd team but not confirm yet. well. one team consists of all gals onli so yaR... haha. oh man. feel so weak. oh yah da soccer match todae din reali go very well. da guys din win lah. haiz. but well was okay lah. din lose tat badly oso lah hor. betta luck next time. i guess tml lah. haha=]
you sang to me @ {12:42:00 AM}
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
wheeE. da long awaited d'olympics captain's ball is finally here!! tis on thurs, at 7. whoa. so late lah. but well.. cun wait! hopefully we wun die so fast. dunno hus in da other teams oso man. scully some dumb strong strong teams then we're dead lah. but i hope all will cooperate n RUN! yes, RUN! well, in any sport oso muz run one rite. n da more u run da betta lah. hor... so yah. will make them RUN! har. but win or lose i'm sure we'll have fun=] n tats most impt. but win wld be betta lah. well anyway. tml's their soccer thingy. so going to watch. not going for da scc match against stc. feel a little bad though. but we're most likely not going to play lah. so yaR. well i thought might as well juz stay in sch n support them instead of going so far, not get to play n regret my choice. well.. will go next week lah. since there's no d'olympics soccer match for me to watch anyway. yup. so then christine n fel wld be going for their world issues lecture. n i wun be joining them for once. haha. er.. yaR. very long nv go training liao leh. feel so slack n reali like dun feel like going loh. haiz. damn bad rite. but well... wat i reali dun feel like doing i wun do one. n even if i am forced to do i will end up doing with damn black face. waste my time lah..
hhmmm. doing french project now. da word doc. so dumb. we doing on french companies in singapore but... wat has tat got to do with da culture part of france? like all da questions i have to answer are about the culture of france lah. so i'm crapping alott here. haiz. n nobody's helping me lah. wth... haiya. finally finished it lah. anyhow write nonsense. haha. reali damn crap lah. oh wells. can edit again lah hor.
haiya i go slp le lah. so boring. n my stomach's still burning from da dumb-not-nice-very-spicy mcspicy i ate this afternoon. haiya. spoil my stomach then no appetite for dinner=( oh well. gdnite
you sang to me @ {12:01:00 AM}
Monday, January 23, 2006
i owe christine a meal now tat i pang seh-ed her n din go training with her as planned.. stayed in sch to play bball with da rest[fel wei jie terrence joseph eugene..] while joshua poh han kah wai jason gabby neville played soccer. yup. real fun, din regret not going for training although i was supposed to. din reali feel like going anyway. anyway da d'olympics soccer tats supposed to happen todae was postponed to wed. last min. haiz. dun tink i'll be able to watch cos got da scc match against stc. yup. shld be not able to watch lah. but well.. reali feel like watching lah. haha. shid. suddenly dun feel like going training anymore leh. haiz. noe i'm not supposed to feel tat way but yeah. i do. well anyway, stayed there n continued playing bball, terrence joseph in my team then eugene fel wei jie in da other team.harhar. tink we were losing lah. thnx to our star player micheal joseph hu kept fouling wei jie... n not doing anything to help us except shout at wei jie and make alot of noise, which is wat he does best. yaR. so well, played til we had to return da bball guys da bball n then farniest thing happened.. tat no.5 guy walking halfway n then suddenly juz like jumped up onto the rubbish bin. dunno wat he trying to do. then of course he fell lah cos mayb he not tall enuff or wat lah. but yah... all started luffing at him. haha! yaR damn farnie lah then da bball guys were like saying 'eh da girl oso luffing at u leh..' in chinese lah. then i haiya so pai seh go hide. hah. so off we went to have dinner after much deliberation.. walked far far to da bubble tea shop then to da coffee shop for dinner. n when we reached da sch gate there sort of met da bball guys again. then they saying dunno dunno wat, then wei jie say he tink tat no.5 wan take my number?!?..... er... not possible lah. hu in their right mind wld wanna take my number.. yaR. anyway.. had dinner then went for walk walk around tm. even though all da shops were closed/closing. sad. so all went home.
now very tired from da wonderful dae n wanna slp but... fel's needing consolation. dunno wats with she n dumbass lah. haiya. she's getting real upset n crying now i guess. cos she says he making it sound like she let him down.. like wth lah. he's da one doing all da letting down. then come bame her. real dumbass lah. n she oso dunno y sooooo upset. i mean its not like she's known him for very long n they've been together for very long lah. so there's not much damage done i feel. well. reali lah... haiya. was feelin fine lah juz now. then suddenly.... haiz. dunno lah. mood not so gd these few days oso. then haiya. my entertainment oso gone dunno where. so well. gotta live with it for now..=|
haiya. faster reply me lah. ..... i wan slp le. shid...=[
you sang to me @ {11:57:00 PM}
Sunday, January 22, 2006
haiz.dunno wat to say. feel quite pissed/irritated already. mayb cos my thing here now then abit easily irritated or wat but yah.dun like this feeling... like so down n hopeless. oso dunno y. need someone to cheer me up but someone's busy.. fel's caught up with all her stuff bout him[the biggest dumbass in the whole world] which i still dun get y she's so attracted to him.. haiz.sorry gal but tats how i feel. i juz dun like him! after all those stuffs he did i'd juz punch him n ask him go die. mean, but seriously he's gone way overboard.well wateva man. dun wanna say too much.
well seems like love is in the air everywhere. penny n yewei, n even q n zhifa.. fel n ivern[?], n so many more attached dudes. feelin mayb a little kinda envious mayb? i dunno. juz seems like suddenly so many ppl getting attached..i oso wan boyfren leh.. but cmi lah me. i too ugly liao. haha. shid. so sad lah. haiz. oh well. summore vdae coming leh. like abit stressed but hu cares reali. i mean like got so many single galfrens still but feels gd to have someone to spend it with rite.
oh no dumb pimples gonna come out again lah i juz finished a snickers!! shit. i hate pimples. mayb tats y they always end up on my ugly face. is like they lloooovvee me sooo much tat they gotta come n come again. haiz. but at the present state, they've gone down a little, not so bad now. like quite not so visible now. hope my face stays this way or continues getting betta man... dun wanna end up an ugly b**** foreva:D har har. feeling much betta now, like more calm n stuff. tink probably cos chatted awhile n had a few luffs so cheered me up.*smiles* anyway watching their soccer match tml, da d'olympics. joseph joshua jason terrence gabriel wei jie hilman mat boon long ben neville playin. i tink mayb got more lah. tat day they won da bball so sad i wasn't there to witness it. haha.. muz have played very well! proud of them. hah! okay. hope they dun do so badly tml lah. n i noe they wun lah. imd/moi is like da best lah! harhar. yah. oh im tired but i dun wanna slp juz yet. like quite sian leh summore i juz woke up like around 8. then started singing barney songs. er. yaR. haha.liverpool lost 1-0 to man u. i tink. scored at the very very last min then very sad... haiz. nvm lah. shit happens. so well, u gotta live with it. whooO~ hmwk to do.. nope well lets not tok about hmwk now. spoils da mood... lets tok about OPEN HOUSE!! fun bunch of days. yea well i finally feel like i feel like slpin..? yaR. im off then=]
you sang to me @ {11:38:00 PM}
come on girl ur tinkin too much..
you sang to me @ {10:18:00 PM}
